Ever since I was little I've been obsessed with physical beauty, especially hair. My main areas I would love to do after high school is be a hair stylist, actor, model, and musician. I'm probably gonna go to school to become a hair stylist because I'd really like to learn everything I can about hair and hairstyles, then I would have a good job to pay for some other things I'd like to do, maybe take up acting or modeling or music.
Anyways my point to this thread is that like I said earlier is that I'm obsessed with beauty and my physical looks are everything to me, I'd sell my soul to the devil if I could have a perfect body and looks. I think my entire future will be based off this obsession, buying really expensive clothes, having extremely expensive but amazing haircuts, have a nice fit and cut body with a slight tan, and overall just have a beautiful face.
I don't know the word for it but yeah...I'm really obsessed with my looks and I think this is my life meaning is to always look my best and maybe teach other people along the way how to have better self-esteem by taking small steps to look better.
So I'm just curious, after all this, do you personally think I'm a stupid person, especially with so many poor, diseased, and dying people in this world.
You can talk about the heart and the inner soul all you want, but I know the times I've been the happiest is when I looked in the mirror and I saw something I know was very beautiful to me.


